Bee Nostalgic: My Full Circle Moment on Good Day PA
📺 Full Circle: Twelve Years of Transformation & Another TV Interview
When I first shared our little studio in downtown New Cumberland on Good Day PA back in 2013, I remember the terror of standing in a real television studio. Technology was rudimentary then ~ no live Facebook reels, no Instagram posts to practice with. Just raw vulnerability and a camera.
My daughter Jessica gave me a makeover. I prepared as best I could. But nothing could prepare me for how much I would change over the next twelve years.
Fast forward to this year, and I found myself back in that same studio. But this time? I barely recognized the woman standing there ~ not because she looked different, but because so many parts of the old me simply aren't there anymore... the fears, insecurities and not believing I was enough.
🧘♀️ Anchoring Before Showing Up
The morning of the recent interview, I began with prayer and meditation. I asked to show up from my heart, to be as authentic as possible. I asked my spiritual guides to support me in representing what I've become.
I had fun with my makeup. I chose my outfit intentionally. I selected specific crystals, silver, and gold jewelry to support my nervous system and help me stay calm. These aren't just accessories ~ they're tools for grounding, and much more.
I'm an observer of myself. I do my best to stay present.
The night before, I didn't sleep well. I experienced a long, vivid dream with many chapters all weaving together ~ the kind that feels like doing work while you're sleeping. These dreams are exhausting. But I had a quiet morning, focused on getting there on time.
✨ Divine Intervention & Business Angels
I met Katie McCormick in the parking lot ~ she's in Beehive Mystery School Level 2 and offers Shamanic Reiki services at the Hive. We were giddy and excited together.
Mike Hearn, the gentleman from Good Day PA who came to meet with me at the studio, said it himself: "I normally don't visit prospect clients in their office. I feel like this is a divine intervention!" He spotted me in the Natural Awakening magazine.
I rolled my eyes to the ceiling in gratitude for his honesty. That thirty-minute appointment turned into an hour and a half of impromptu marketing and business class. I humbly received his decades of knowledge and passion to serve. I saw him in myself. It reminded me of a PNC manager twelve years ago who met me at a coffee shop and spontaneously created a business plan with me. She was amazing.
Déjà vu all over the landscape, AGAIN! I love it!🌟
🎥 The Interview: Meeting Myself in the Middle
Mike's last day at the station before his well deserved retirement was the day of my interview at ABC Channel 27. He gave Katie and me a tour of their renovated studio, made sure we connected with his delightful replacement, and set us up for success.
I was surprisingly calm. Grateful to share my life's work and the work of my graduates. I hit all the subjects I came to share with clarity ~ at least, I hope I did! You can be the judge of that.
A twelve-year cycle... I honestly feel like a whole other person in a transcending way.
I feel peace in spaces that once held fear and anger. I've experienced the highest highs and the lowest lows in my life. And now, I'm truly meeting myself in the middle. I feel the neutrality operating in my system, my mind, and my connection to my highest self.
I feel more whole than I have ever felt. And yet, there's an inner voice saying: "This is just the beginning!"
I believe her. I love her to the moon and back.
Self-love keeps growing when we keep doing our work.
My life is nothing like I mapped it out to be. And I could not be more at ease about it.
